Pregnant With Expectation

How Pink are we talking about?
By Sophie Love
04/23/2012

This day has dawned with hope and relative quiet.  There are unseen actions certainly; dramas playing out on this 2012 stage.  Yet here the sun shines and the birds repeat their spring song – “All is Well”, “All is Well”, “All is Well”.

This is a moment to reflect. What am I doing and why am I doing it?  December 21st, 2012 will arrive in less time than it takes to grow a baby.  We are at the point now when the discovery is usually made – you’ve missed a cycle. After twenty dollars and a few anxious moments you are looking at the truth – you are pregnant.

Once I called that 800 number on the skinny, pink Early Pregnancy Test box, not believing what was in front of my eyes.  I sort of blurted out “How pink does it have to be?”  I could hear the nurse smile as she responded “Congratulations!”

So, Congratulations!  In just 8 months our new world will be born.  We’ve sort of settled on a name (“Next Dimension”) but beyond that is anyone’s guess.  Specifics and personality are as yet undetermined.  We can’t do much about that part anyway.  The one thing we can do is take care of ourselves, the number one priority of every mother to be.

You are a microcosmic version of what is happening to us all – oneness.  This shift in consciousness is here and you are it. Perhaps, as in a human pregnancy, you’ve been a little bit ill and have had to change your eating habits and rest a bit more.  There’s a sense that these alterations have not quite “fixed” the problem.  This would be true.  This is not a problem to be fixed but a process to be lived.

Unity demands that we all participate yet uniquely so.  Some women are sick their entire pregnancy. Some gain 20 pounds and a cute little belly while others are blessed with 50 pounds that seem to be everywhere.  Regardless, there is a 7 – 10 pound baby in there.  This birth is as personal as can be.  It has to be.

Your thoughts and feelings and intentions determine how it goes.  This is a conscious choice.  Sometime in these next months every one of us will be aware we are making it.  There is not a single correct method to a successful shift – there are 7 billion.

"Birth of a New Man" Salvador Dali (coloration by AK - with apologies to Dali)

There is not a pamphlet from your doctor telling you what to expect; there’s not even a doctor.  Your grandmother, parents, siblings or friends can’t tell you how it’s going to go or even what to expect.  We are doing this for the first time, at the same time, together.  Is that unified enough?

Just love yourself because you are the one being birthed.  It won’t matter what diet you adopt, how much you meditate or who is with you – it will matter how you feel.  This time now is for preparation – internal and deliberate peace.  You are here by choice.  You are perfectly suited.  There is no longer a question about readiness.  We are up to the doing.

All that you’ve ever wanted, you are.  Everything you feel, you will see.  This is how it works.  Do you want an easy time of it?  Relax.  Resistance creates tension – pain.  You’ve been chosen for this.  Your specific role may not be clear yet, but you have made the cut and are definitely a cast member.

Forget what you’ve been told is true, what matters is what you know is real.  Trust your truth.  You are a being of light – pure love cast from the Creator to continue this cycle of life.  Love with abandon.  Begin with you.  Every part of you breathes life into this moment of birth – each one of us vital.

We are beautiful, chaotic, a mess and a miracle!  We are one.